I’m not perfect, I lie, I cheat, I curse, I’ve done so many things that I regret, I’m unworthy, emotional, sometimes ungrateful and so angry at times.
Sometimes, I get scared to pray, I’m scared that God won’t listen to me because I’m so stained and dirty,I can’t even stand myself, God has better more righteous people to talk to and bless, right, ??
That was what I used to say 3 years ago.
Now, I accept that I’m not perfect, I’ve made mistakes and I’m most probably going to keep making them, but there is no mountain God won’t move, dark patches he won’t make alight, shadow he won’t beat down coming after me. I’m not perfect but with Him in me and around me I’m perfect in his love.
I get tempted, I get scared, I cry, I scream and yet He still loves me. I’ve given God more than a million reasons to leave, to stop loving me and yet he gives me an infinite number of reasons why He should, and will stay forever.
It’s the same thing with each and everyone of us, for example when, people wanted to kill a woman for fornication and Jesus asked, who among you is righteous and has never sinned, if there is one he should cast the first stone.. there was no one like that because we are all sinners and Yet Jesus forgave her sins just like he still forgives ours.
Nothing in this world can separate us from the love of our Heavenly Father, not even sin, I’m grateful to be fully known and loved by God, it’s an absolute honor which I don’t deserve, none of us do, but he still openly and unconditionally blesses us with his overwhelming, never ending Reckless love❤️
I’m a sinner yes, but I’m forgiven and through Christ I will heal and be more like Him ❤️
Your sins don’t define you, what you have done wrong should not be you, God defines you and through him, you will heal and continue to become the amazing person you are meant to be.